Anonymous asked: 1, 10, 26, 39
1. Three things I want to say to three different people.
is it horrible that i am having the most difficult time thinking of three people? …
1. you are about to enter a very awkward and often cruel phase of life. girls will start being horribly cliquey and everyone will begin to worry over impressing others and fitting in, blah, blah, blah. you’ll probably put bad highlights in your hair or wear too much eyeliner. i worry for you so much because you are too sweet for all of that. you have the kindest heart and i don’t want you to fall under manipulation. i never want you to hurt and it scares me that i won’t be around to protect you or tell you these things everyday. you are the most lovely girl and you are the closest thing i’ll ever have to a child of my own. i love you to pieces.
2. i want you to be happy. i want you to find meaning in every day instead of existing in routine. i don’t want you to worry over money and i don’t want you to feel lonely. find happiness please.
3. let’s fuck. a lot.
10. The last time I cried and why.
saturday. it was a culmination of many things. i think mostly i was feeling lonely being away from friends and family on my birthday. first birthday away from home is an adjustment. anyway, i spilled nail polish all over nora’s northface earlier in the day which i felt horrible about. after taking it to the dry cleaners and walking in the rain for 2 hours, i came back, crawled in bed and cried lots.
26. Last time you saw your dad?
i feel like this is a strange question. i saw him all christmas break, the last time being when he dropped me off at the airport to fly back to school. i speak to him on the phone almost everyday.
39. Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
the better question is have i ever had a best friend of the same sex haha. all my greatest and closest friends are male (with the very new exception of nora). but my lovelies back home are boys. we have such a tight knit group, i have so much love for them.
